January 13, 2016
New Year's Eve came around this year and I was feeling excited to jump right into a fresh space. I had done much deep and intense work on and in my life over the past two years and was (am) ready to reap the benefits. I picked my word for the year. Embodiment. However, as happy as I felt, I still wondered, "If I have done all of this, why do I still feel as if there is something holding me back? Why don’t I feel better physically?" I couldn't figure it out. I pretty much eat like a saint, rarely drink, exercise, meditate and am very clear on what I want and don't want in life. The lingering block didn't make sense. Why don’t I feel better? Why don’t I feel like myself?