January 23, 2016
Short on words today. I am so grateful (and doped up). Yesterday was incredible. Even though I had been in those exact same pre-op, operation and recovery rooms at least 5 times before, it all felt like the first time in the best of ways. While I waited in pre-op for two hours for an antibiotic debate to be resolved, I was cool as a cucumber. No anxiety. No fear. No panic. Just clarity and trust. I was surrounded by family, friends, the sweetest doctors and nurses and all of you. I felt calmed by the truest knowing of myself. I am so unbelievably lucky.