October 30, 2016
The last two weeks I have delved into the writing of the Last Cut book. As I trace over the events and moments from my cancer diagnosis at age 21 to the present, I see how inner pain caused me to turn my back on what I knew to be true. The consequences of yes's that should have been no's rattling every corner of my being and remembering. I knew in my body and overrode with my mind. I live with no regret, and not for lack of pushing boundaries and truly living, and am filled with humility and reverence for how the body knows and guides.